29 again

I'm looking at a blank screen, and I'm having a complete mental block. Could be the cold medicine I'm taking...Could be the lack of sleep is starting to catch up to me...Could be my daily diet of coffee and halloween candy just isn't working out...Could be age. After all, I am turning 29 again tomorrow. I've done 29 a few times now, and each time, it gets a little easier. I don't feel I've matured enough yet to leave the safety of my twenties, and thirties just sounds way too middle-age, which would suggest that I've got my stuff together by now...and I certainly do not.
I don't have any more answers now than I did then...and I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I'm still figuring it out as I go. And I guess I'm good with that...It works for me. I'm the kind of person who always likes to have a plan, but doesn't always stick to it. I'm learning to go with the flow, and just let life happen, however it may. Maybe in a few years, when I turn 29 again, I'll have a clearer picture of what my life is supposed to be...But for now, I've let go of who I was, I am happy with who I am, and I am hopeful about who I will be.